I want to get drunk. I want to forget you. To not remember your smile; that stupid lopsided smile. The idiotic laugh that is not very melodious, but it makes my heart skip like a smooth rock thrown at the water. Your eyes that tell every emotion and thought from your beautiful mind. Every story is told with them. Your hair is a wreck, but it is something that is perfectly fitting for you. Wild. Seeking for adventure. Your love for the world and special people. And your skin. God your gorgeous skin. I wish I could reach out and touch you. The warm buzzing feeling. Instead I welcome a colder and a fiercer buzz. The lonely alcohol settles in. I can't forget. I am in love with you. Yet, I don't want to be. I wish you were just another pretty face in the crowd. I wish I didn't know your name. I wish to forget you.
But only sometimes do I wish such a thing.
